Yeah. I've been sleeping a lot. And you wouldn't believe how much I'm eating!

Sorry.

No, really. I guess the thing is, it's all so unreal. I mean, there's everyday stuff and it's going on like usual, and you can't show that you're really thinking all the time about other people and the huge things going wrong in their lives.

That's how it seems to me right now.

So either I'm at work or I'm eating or I'm sleeping, but all the time I'm thinking about Pansy and you and all of it.