It's not fair. That everyone else had to go through all this.
Because He decided I ought to have a test.
It's just crap. All of it. And Sophie Fleet is dead. She died. She's never coming back. And this term has been ruined for everyone. Because I needed guts.
And the thing is? If I had known at the start of all this what would happen, and what she'd do, and what I could've done to stop it, I would've. I would've killed her. And she deserves it. But I can't, because it's what He wants.
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It's not fair. That everyone else had to go through all this.
Because He decided I ought to have a test.
It's just crap. All of it. And Sophie Fleet is dead. She died. She's never coming back. And this term has been ruined for everyone. Because I needed guts.
And the thing is? If I had known at the start of all this what would happen, and what she'd do, and what I could've done to stop it, I would've. I would've killed her. And she deserves it. But I can't, because it's what He wants.
So no, it's not okay.