I can't go. Now that I know what I have to do.

And even if I could, I wouldn't.

A while back Hermione told me she could leave if she wanted, and I didn't get why she didn't leave. But now I do. She's really brave, you know?

But yeah. I think it was a lot easier for them when they were in school. And sometimes Sirius doesn't really understand what it's like. And he makes it seem so easy in his Truths to do the right thing, but it's not.