Well, in Defence I was trying to keep Milli from having to partner with Daphne, she's utterly furious at Daphne still. And I don't blame her, given that she doesn't know about the Order, and even if she did... yeah.
Anyway
It's not exactly that I'm cross about the Fiendfyre. Though it WAS pretty daft. But you and Justin are good at Dark Arts. And it's not really any more dangerous than you becoming an Auror to spy for our side. It was -- I don't know, with Healing these days I can usually just focus, but the fact that it was burns. And you (and Justin and Harry). That was harder.
Yeah. I wish I thought it wouldn't be me (or us) again, but y'know it will be. Sometime. I mean, we've got to expect it.
I don't know what I'd do if you got hurt. Seriously.
And, well, we didn't have a lot of good options. Harry wouldn't let the thing out of the school. Out of his sight, y'know? And I really didn't think it was worth trying to get down the Chamber. I dunno. Justin thought Fiendfyre would work, and, well. I admit I really wanted to try it.
I know. I know. And it goes both ways, you know? It could be you doing something terribly dangerous but it could also be me. And you'd have to let me do it.
Alright, I know it's got to be harder to be the one who's safe when the other one's taking big risks.
I wouldn't like it if it was you. But, it's what we do, yeah?
I remember how it felt when I found out how much danger you'd really been in at Ollerton. I mean, when I found out they took people away from the Healers. That could've gone really badly for you, and I was glad I didn't know it at the time. That I was totally in the dark and so busy there was no way I could've known. Not that that's not a thing to think through, itself.
Oh, with Harry because he didn't want to just put the stupid thing in the colocation box and let the adults deal with it.
I mean, we didn't call in the adults when Pansy went mad over the locket but that was because Sirius would have COME here and probably gotten himself killed, we had really good reason not to involve them.
Anyway, Milli. She's furious with Daphne over Crouch. I think seeing Crouch makes her remember what happened with Sophie Fleet, even if Daphne tries her best not to ever think about it.
Heh. Because we're always all about letting the adults take care of things! We call them in when there are kids to save in the Department of Mysteries, and when teachers are on the rampage. Yeah. Let's ask the adults--that's our motto!
Sorry.
Milli's upset about Sophie Fleet? Huh. I didn't reckon it was anything like that.
Anyway, I don't know for sure if Milli's thinking about Sophie Fleet or if she just can't stand Crouch. She's been furious at Daphne since she found out about the engagement, though, and I don't think it's because Daphne hasn't asked her to be a bridesmaid.
Well apparently Justin and Hydra got married months ago. And Auror Brodie and your brother just ran off and got married -- does that mean she's Auror Weasley now? That's going to be really confusing once you join the Aurors. And Daphne's engaged.
It's all the couples in the Order, almost. Except for Charlie and Tonks, and they had a sprog together. Well, and Malfoy and Hermione, but they only just got together, and I don't know if they could get anyone to marry them officially, y'know?
Alright, I guess there are some more. Like your Mum and whatsisname. And Jeremy and Maureen.
Anywiz. I guess it just got me thinking.
I mean, everything's getting so serious.
And if something happened--to either of us--I guess I'd just like to have asked if you wanted to marry me.
Er. That didn't come out right. I mean, I know it's not on to ask someone to marry you over the journals.
I-
I shouldn't have said anything at all, maybe, only it's what I've been thinking about. A lot.
And I should totally come ask you in person, I know it. So forget I said anything?
I mean, unless you don't want me to ask.
Cause, I guess if you don't want me to, maybe you could tell me and we could skip the part where I ask and you say no.
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Date: 2015-05-02 03:56 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2015-05-02 04:10 am (UTC)No reason, then, I guess. Just-
Usually we talk some. I mean, we had four lessons together today and--
You sure?
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Date: 2015-05-02 04:16 am (UTC)Anyway
It's not exactly that I'm cross about the Fiendfyre. Though it WAS pretty daft. But you and Justin are good at Dark Arts. And it's not really any more dangerous than you becoming an Auror to spy for our side. It was -- I don't know, with Healing these days I can usually just focus, but the fact that it was burns. And you (and Justin and Harry). That was harder.
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Date: 2015-05-02 04:27 am (UTC)I don't know what I'd do if you got hurt. Seriously.
And, well, we didn't have a lot of good options. Harry wouldn't let the thing out of the school. Out of his sight, y'know? And I really didn't think it was worth trying to get down the Chamber. I dunno. Justin thought Fiendfyre would work, and, well. I admit I really wanted to try it.
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Date: 2015-05-02 04:40 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2015-05-02 04:48 am (UTC)Alright, I know it's got to be harder to be the one who's safe when the other one's taking big risks.
I wouldn't like it if it was you. But, it's what we do, yeah?
I remember how it felt when I found out how much danger you'd really been in at Ollerton. I mean, when I found out they took people away from the Healers. That could've gone really badly for you, and I was glad I didn't know it at the time. That I was totally in the dark and so busy there was no way I could've known. Not that that's not a thing to think through, itself.
War reeks.
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Date: 2015-05-02 04:55 am (UTC)You and me both. Everyone in the Order.
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Date: 2015-05-02 05:03 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2015-05-02 05:06 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2015-05-02 04:17 am (UTC)With Harry, though, not you.
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Date: 2015-05-02 04:27 am (UTC)Also. What's with Milli? Honestly, what a menace!
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Date: 2015-05-02 04:43 am (UTC)I mean, we didn't call in the adults when Pansy went mad over the locket but that was because Sirius would have COME here and probably gotten himself killed, we had really good reason not to involve them.
Anyway, Milli. She's furious with Daphne over Crouch. I think seeing Crouch makes her remember what happened with Sophie Fleet, even if Daphne tries her best not to ever think about it.
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Date: 2015-05-02 04:53 am (UTC)Sorry.
Milli's upset about Sophie Fleet? Huh. I didn't reckon it was anything like that.
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Date: 2015-05-02 04:57 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2015-05-02 04:58 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2015-05-02 05:02 am (UTC)Have you noticed that pretty much everyone's getting married? I mean, it's like an epidemic.
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Date: 2015-05-02 05:08 am (UTC)That's not THAT many people getting married.
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Date: 2015-05-02 05:18 am (UTC)Alright, I guess there are some more. Like your Mum and whatsisname. And Jeremy and Maureen.
Anywiz. I guess it just got me thinking.
I mean, everything's getting so serious.
And if something happened--to either of us--I guess I'd just like to have asked if you wanted to marry me.
Er. That didn't come out right. I mean, I know it's not on to ask someone to marry you over the journals.
I-
I shouldn't have said anything at all, maybe, only it's what I've been thinking about. A lot.
And I should totally come ask you in person, I know it. So forget I said anything?
I mean, unless you don't want me to ask.
Cause, I guess if you don't want me to, maybe you could tell me and we could skip the part where I ask and you say no.
Uh
I"m just going to shut up now
Yeah.
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Date: 2015-05-02 05:22 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2015-05-02 05:28 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2015-05-02 05:31 am (UTC)Won't Finnigan notice you're gone?
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Date: 2015-05-02 05:39 am (UTC)I mean, what are silencing charms for, after all?
And I couldn't give a flip about Finnigan. He's been asleep for a while, anywiz. At least, I think so.
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Date: 2015-05-02 05:44 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2015-05-02 05:46 am (UTC)Scratch that.
Finnigan's totally not asleep. As soon as I got up, there he was. I said I just needed the loo. He said he did, too.
Ugh.
I should've hexed him, but I didn't.
Sorry.
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Date: 2015-05-02 05:47 am (UTC)I'll see you tomorrow.
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Date: 2015-05-02 05:51 am (UTC)Dream of me?
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Date: 2015-05-02 05:56 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2015-05-02 05:23 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2015-05-02 05:27 am (UTC)(Don't say no just because I'm an eejit, though, yeah?)
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Date: 2015-05-02 05:35 am (UTC)