Well. I'm doing it because I think if I get on the inside, I can make a difference. Get a message out at the right moment to change some outcome or give everyone else a better shot at winning.
Only-
I admit I thought I'd be able to stand up and say I wouldn't hurt people for no reason. That I'd be better than that.
I can't be an Auror who doesn't train and doesn't follow protocol and doesn't... do the off-book things they all do. If I want to be inside, I have to actually be that.
I guess, the thing is, I really think it's important to do it. Whatever it means I have to do. Because if we can win, then it can stop. We can change the laws and purge MLE and put people in front of the Wizengamot for what they've done. Including me, maybe. But we can change it all. And Charlie's kid won't have to live-
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Date: 2015-02-03 06:12 am (UTC)Only-
I admit I thought I'd be able to stand up and say I wouldn't hurt people for no reason. That I'd be better than that.
I think I was totally wrong about that part.
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Date: 2015-02-03 06:15 am (UTC)It would have mattered to you.
But then you wouldn't have been able to be an Auror. And we'd have lost that.
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Date: 2015-02-03 06:31 am (UTC)I can't be an Auror who doesn't train and doesn't follow protocol and doesn't... do the off-book things they all do. If I want to be inside, I have to actually be that.
I guess, the thing is, I really think it's important to do it. Whatever it means I have to do. Because if we can win, then it can stop. We can change the laws and purge MLE and put people in front of the Wizengamot for what they've done. Including me, maybe. But we can change it all. And Charlie's kid won't have to live-
Sorry. That's-
Y'know?
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Date: 2015-02-03 06:33 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2015-02-03 06:34 am (UTC)Private Message to Harry
Date: 2015-02-03 06:41 am (UTC)Thanks.